So even though many of my meals are extremely healthy and diet friendly, I find that the big bad carb monster preys on me through my need to be money savvy. Making myself a couple of vegemite sandwiches throughout the day is not helping me. I find it a constant challenge to keep myself full while breastfeeding Hudson. I love breastfeeding and have no intention of giving it up any time soon but keeping my appetite under control whilst keeping my supply up is the never ending battle.
There is the traditional line that people say when they are pregnant I find is "I'm hungry and eating for two". I didn't find that at all. Considering I did gain a whopping 25kgs when I was pregnant I really wasn't that much hungrier to usual. Then fast forward to Hudson being born and luckily breastfeeding like a champ. I had never been so hungry in my life and still get this way on days when he feeds quite heavily. However, I do feel the certain need to look back to pre-baby now that my son is 8 months old. Admittedly I am back to my pre-baby weight. The 25kgs are gone however...the remaining 62kg are distributely COMPLETELY different. The way I look now there just appears to be 3 or 4 kilos that still need to go. Oh the battle continues between keeping perspective and as much as I want to look back to 'normal' and feel great, Hudson comes first and I don't want to jeopardise my milk supply for this beautiful big little man.
(Awwwwww Bubba Hudson.....so worth it!)
So the 'Weight Watch' for me is staying healthy and keeping the balance!...And yes. I am going to lose these 4kgs!
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